Friday, 20 October 2017

Share and pass it on.

This is a little idea that just popped into my head, it happens sometimes.

I'm going to share some of my favourite blogs and then ask that the owners of those blogs pass it on.
So it goes like this, I share the blogs and write why I like them, then the blog owners (if they wish) share a link to my blog and choose some of their own blog friends to nominate. Have I explained that right?

It's just a way to expand our blog friends and is totally optional.

So, my first blog friend is BB and Codlins and Cream.  BB and I have been friends online and in real life for over 10years. Her blog is about her wonderful and varied life in Wales, making lace, quilting and sharing some wonderful recipes.

Next is Kim at Thread Tales. I think we've known each other online for nearly 10 years too! Kim is an extremely talented quilter and has the most beautiful Ginger cat helpers.

Up next is 5 Acres and a Dream. I love this blog, it's so full of interesting stories and recipes. I've not been following for long, but I recommend a visit.

Pioneer Woman is another homesteading blog, filled with lovely recipes and ideas for living sustainably.

Being self sufficient in Wales is the blog of Dawn. A friend of BB's and someone who I am glad to know online. She's full of inspiration and works so very hard at everything (I mean everything!).

I was going to stop at 5, but I just have to share A New life in Wales as it's just a great blog with knitting, cooking, crafting and everything you want to read when you need some down time.

Ok, so these are only a few of my nominated blogs, all of the ones in my sidebar I love to visit and I haven't even started on my arty friends blogs! Maybe another day. So please don't feel  left out, these are just the blogs I'm sharing today, maybe I'll do more soon. Can you tell I've missed having the internet???

Oh dear, I knew this post might have a drawback! How can you nominate a few when you love reading so many blogs???

I have to add Rains Garden, not as an afterthought, but because Rain has become a dear friend in so short a time. Her blog is mouthwatering and fun :D

Thursday, 19 October 2017

Who am I?

Do other people ask this question of themselves, I wonder? The last few weeks have been so difficult and I've had down days and days when I just wake up fighting fit and raring to meet the challenges. Today is one of limbo. I don't feel low or like fighting. I feel like sitting quietly by myself, thinking, of all the things that have changed me during my lifetime and all the changes yet to come.

I've been in this house just over two months and already I feel different. I'm more aware of the weather and the season changing outside my window, I'm letting nature show me how to make small changes to use the best features of this landscape. I'm watching the trees blow in the wind and noting the areas good for planting and those to be avoided. It's another part of the journey I'm on, a good part.

The wind is building up outside and there feels like a storm brewing. It started at the beginning of the week with the strange yellow sky and that feeling of waiting, of the land holding it's breath. The days since have been unsettled but today it feels like the storm may well be here. Birds are tumbling through the sky along with the falling leaves and a few rain drops smack hard against the window.

The lake was so eerie on Monday. The birds were silent and the sky heavy.
We found rock caves and watched the leaves tumbling down the hillside.
The lake was still and the boundary between water, earth and sky was blurred.
The Peace of Wild Things

When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children’s lives may be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds.
I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.

By Wendell Berry

I've posted this poem before, but today it has a deeper meaning for me.

Sunday, 15 October 2017

A full day.

What a day I've had! I started with a couple of hours mucking out the paddocks then a couple more hours pruning an apple and a peach tree. The trees haven't had much care in a good few years, so Moomin and I gave them a good dressing of hay (some of our hay got wet and went mouldy) and then a layer of manure. I didn't want to put fresh manure onto the roots, so the hay was a good way to get round the issue. Both will rot at the same time and then feed the trees. The trees have also been in need of a good pruning for some time. So many branches are crossing over and causing canker and dieback, where they rub and become diseased. I also took a few branches off the evergreen monster that I'm sure is responsible for the death of the two peach trees. I think the monster will have to go eventually, it serves no purpose and I'd love a willow hedge in it's place for basket weaving.

After some cleaning in the house and a bite of lunch, I decided to treat myself with a little arty crafty work. I made a pot of chalk paint as my expensive paint was left in England. Chalk paint here is just as pricey but nowhere near as bad as bathroom paint (£89. a tub!). I used an old salad spinner as mixing pot and put in 1 third plaster/polyfilla to 2thirds paint. I added blue, green and grey until I came to a colour I liked. The unit started out like this one, I wish I'd taken a before and after photo!
 After one coat of chalk paint and a little sanding back, the cats agreed it was good enough.
I drew on a design that I liked in a magazine and adapted it to my own style. I also added a little gold leaf to the handles. Originally this little bedside cupboard was going to be for the printer and sit in the tiny office space I've made under the stairs. Now I'm not so sure! I kind of want to show it off!!!
Just before I go, a quick word about rubbish reviews. Sometimes they can be overly harsh, but sometimes they're necessary to give a reader an idea of what a book is really like.
I've feel like I've had to post too many negative reviews on Amazon lately and I don't know if that's my fault for lack of research or the fault of people who write good reviews of bad books. I don't know, maybe I'm wrong, but sometimes I feel that people review a book because it's written by someone they know or because they don't want to be seen as negative. The permaculture design book is to me a prime example of The Emperors New Clothes. No one wants to say anything derogatory in front of their peers.
I guess I'm annoyed at spending £15.00 for something I'll never read again and was too complicated for the subject covered.

The Garden to Dye for has some good tips, but it seemed to be bulked out by telling the reader how to grow certain plants instead of explaining the many colour variations obtained by adding different mordants or modifiers. The pictures were lovely and there were around 8 or so very useful pages but again, I felt like I'd wasted my money.

I've just ordered the Bealtaine cottage book. I so hope it's going to live up to expectations. I'll do a review on here when it arrives. You can find Bealtaine cottage on Facebook and it's well worth looking at. Fingers crossed the book is a lovely as the FB page.

Saturday, 14 October 2017


Today, I finished cleaning out the pony paddocks, did a little maintenance to the brambles along the border and set about sorting out a composting bin. Thankfully my son was able to lend a hand as the corregated iron panels I'd found were just too difficult to bend. Moomin and I jumped up and down on them for some time before Son started bashing them with a mallet. We then bent them to form an L shape and put them together to line the inside of the compost area. A couple of pallets were staked in place to hold the shape of the bin. Then the manure from the paddocks was shoveled in along with two months of kitchen waste. Later we sorted the windfalls and threw the rotten ones onto the compost and divided the rest into eaters and pony apples. It took us nearly all day to get so much done. I had to pop out to Bricomarche at one point to buy stakes for the corners of the bin. I'd wanted to use only things I could find on the property, but all the logs and branches were too rotten and snapped under the slightest pressure.
I'm trying to approach all work on the land by using the permaculture principles, but sometimes you just have to buy something new. In the long run, I'll be saving effort and time, so a little purchase now can be forgiven.
After all that hard work, it was good to take the time to sort the laundry. The sun was going down, dinner was cooking and I only had this last job to do before a hot shower and a cold beer.
On my way back to the house, I noticed Dexter having a quiet bath in the shade of the chestnut tree.
Most of the time his tongue is out, I think because of a jaw injury. However, this face was just too good to miss :D Can you see how wet his side is? Most of that is dribble and a little licking. No wonder his coat is so clean! We adore him to pieces. It's funny how quickly he's settled in, I think he was waiting for us.x

Thursday, 12 October 2017

How much should we give away?

Sometimes it's hard to know how much to say on a blog. How much truth do we put into our posts and who reads our words other than those who comment? It's been a tough couple of weeks for sure and it's been hard not to give in to self pity. I get dragged down just as much as the next person, but living here, it's hard to be down for long.  So although I could do with a good moan about stress and difficult animals, I won't. I'll focus on the positives.

The weather was damp but warm so I set to clearing the front borders and pruned the roses back hard. I hope soon to give them some magic muck from the field and maybe I'll have a lovely rose garden above my herbs and dye flowers.

 One of the joys of this little plot is that I unexpectedly own my own tiny woodland. At the top of the field, there is a triangle of trees that border three properties. Part of this belongs to me :D
 I looked it over briefly before signing all the papers, but decided to spend some time meditating and looking for a good spot to draw and paint. There are lots of dark little nooks to explore.
 And this deep, slate lined hollow is where we could dig down to reach a natural spring. I think it would be worth putting in a bore hole so that the ponies can have fresh, free water.
 At the top of this rise, I can look down over my fields and those of my neighbours. It's utterly silent here. There were, however, many spiders all rushing away from my feet, a little like the scene from Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets. Thankfully I'm not scared of spiders or I may well have had a Ron Weasley meltdown!
 On the way back to the house, the new cat, Dexter, came out of the cornfield and I was surprised by Bambam's reaction. She's been a bit put out to find herself not the only Tuxedo cat in the village. She allowed the smelly boy to greet her.
Next, Finn came out of the corn to show me that ginger cats are the best, of course.

Then Cotton allowed Dexter to greet her. She's One of the Mama cats, so is pretty much boss among the others. I think Dexter is being allowed a chance because he's so young and very deferential to all of the cats. He likes it with us and doesn't want to muck up his chances. I got wormers and flea treatment for him from the vet and she said he's very lucky to have found a home. Well, it wasn't like we had a choice, he just wouldn't go away!
Back inside the house, the Shower room is almost done. Just a few more panels to be fitted and then I can paint it.

 The wall outside was bashed down
and then the boys cut out the ceiling to make room for a staircase up to the loft. Manchee was not impressed! And that's where I'll leave you. My weird little internet device is playing up and yet again our promised Broadband connection has failed to appear. I've been told that I have to pay for an Engineer to come out, so of course, I'll be giving Orange an earful as they've had two months rent from me for nothing! When I last phoned and complained, the operator suddenly developed a line difficulty and hung up! It's a pain in the behind!!!

Saturday, 7 October 2017


We seem to be already attracting the local cats to our little house. We've had visits from curious cats, greedy cats and now maybe a homeless cat. He doesn't look that uncared for does he, but his behaviour reminds me of another feral cat I met a few years ago. Sudden noises have him running for cover, he can't eat quickly enough and he seems to be starved of afection. He will do anything for a cuddle, but we can't hold him, he has to come to us.
Piper has been so welcoming to this little boy, maybe because he looks so like her baby Bambam.
He's huge though, and makes our cats look like midgets. I can tell he's young by his kittenish meow and that although he is very much a tom cat, he doesn't smell at all.
Bambam is not happy, she is the only Tuxedo cat around here! You can see that the new boy has half a tail and his pelvis is clearly stiff and not at all flexible like a normal cat's. His mouth is also a little wrong and he dribbles constantly and has trouble eating his food. He's obviously had a bad accident at some point, probably when he was very little.

I finally finished making a little wardrobe for Moomin from a shelf unit and some tongue and groove cladding. I didn't do the best job, but then I don't pretend to be a carpenter! Painted white and with the muslin curtain it looked quite sweet.

The French hooks cost as much as the original shelf unit!
Whilst we were doing our little projects, lovely BF was creating a shower room in the boxroom. It's so gorgeous in there and if we leave the blinds open, we can sit on the toilet and watch the mist roll in over the fields! Or we can watch the neighbours drive along the road and wait until it's safe to move! The wooden panels will be painted blue/green and the walls will be white, that will be my job, while BF makes a start on the loft conversion for the son's bedroom.
I also got to grips with the vacuum packer. I don't know why I put it off, because once I started, I wanted to seal everything up in plastic!!! Half of the walnut harvest is sealed and stored (this is just one bag) and the rest still have to be sorted soon. So many of the nuts have already gone mouldy that I need to finish the job quickly.
Tomorrow is Sunday and everything is shut down for the day. I love it. It's a chance to do crafts and play with the ponies without feeling any form of guilt. Maybe if we had TV we'd waste some of our time, but as things stand, Sundays are when we connect with each other and do the things we really want to do. I have more preserving to get on with and may try to do some sketching of the ponies. Wherever you are, bon weekend.x

Thursday, 5 October 2017

Sailing on stormy waters.

It's not all been plain sailing since we've been in France. People have said how lucky I am to be here. It's got nothing to do with luck, just the money from the sale of my house and a grim determination to be here and succeed at our goals.
I was asked yesterday if I had a job yet! Yes, the job of carving out a living from my smallholing, my art and Reiki courses and selling our produce. On top of that I'm hoping the Gite will bring in a modest wage and then if there's any time left after all that, I may enjoy working with the ponies/horses and mucking out their paddocks.

Anyway, I digress, the joining of two households together has not been a smooth transition and so with great difficulty we've decided to rehome Echo. She hasn't coped well with the move and has seen my dog as a huge threat. Being a dog of little courage, Manchee then became the victim which resulted in a very unhappy incident. That's all I'll say on that matter, but I've been on my own a lot lately while the situation has been managed! I daresay it will come right in the end.

As part of the small-holding enterprise, I've been able to rekindle my love of preserving things.  The food here in France is very seasonal, unless you want to pay a small fortune for something.  Citrus fruits are a good price at the moment, so I bought a couple of bags of oranges and grapefruits and decided to make marmalade, which is really expensive in the shops at any time of year.

The preparation of all the fruit took three hours, but as life is pretty quiet here in the Autumn, it's a lovely way to spend an afternoon. The house smelt delicious.

I finely peeled the oranges and grapefruit (and my finger!) and then sliced the pith away from the skin.  I also took excess pith off the fruit and removed the flesh from between the membranes.

The skin was finely chopped, but I found it all much easier with a pair of kitchen scissors, that's top tip no.1.
I then added sugar and way too much water which meant that I had to boil it down for longer than normal to get it to a set, so check your quantities, top tip no.2. That's why I think the marmalade came out dark, because the sugar had caramelised. It doesn't matter, it has a delicious, burnt toffee taste with strong bitter orange. I made 10 jars of Confiture d'orange, and I doubt it will last all winter! It's worth making another batch, but this time I'll be sure of the amounts!
After all the domestic work, we took a break and went to the Abbey Bon Repose. The sun was so hot and healing after the hard work of cooking!
They have a little reinactment village, and I hope to be able to do some spinning here when they open for the tourist season next year. It will be a good place to sell my wool and do demonstrations. It's not as authentic as the Ancient Farm near where I used to live, but the atmosphere is amazing. The peace just seeps into your bones.
There's a lovely little cafe opposite the Abbey and if the weather is good tomorrow, we'll try it out for lunch. All in the spirit of checking out places to offer our visitors, of course ;)

Saturday, 30 September 2017

Only in France!

Brico marche has become my favourite shop. It's a lot like B&Q only more interesting and on a different scale. Brico Depot is big and in the bigger towns but Brico marche is local and has some great deals, plus Netto is next door and sometimes it's cheaper than Lidl, in France and England!  Imagine my surprise, delight and maybe even horror when I saw the (little) big top of the circus camped on the lawn in front of these mini supermarkets. I was horrified by the pictures of the clowns, large and small (a child clown may be a more horrifying nightmare than a normal clown!) and delighted by the camels, a Freisian stallion and a small bull maybe a French Dexter type and probably not even male (I couldn't see evidence of gender!)
Imagine our shock then, when we saw lions, yes real, big lions in a cage outside our favourite shops! They were well fed and looked mostly content, but it was still a flimsy looking cage up close! After the third visit, we were quit blase and went up close to the cage for these photos. I think we're getting quite used to living here!
During one of our frequent visits to Brico marche, I noticed this lovely bookcase and realised that I could adapt it to fit Moomin's room. She didn't want a full sized wardrobe as she wanted most of her wall to be a floor to ceiling bookcase. The antique wardrobe that was in her room was huge and was dismantled to be used for something else. They aren't worth a great deal more than the value of timber.
We put it together and left out the middle shelf to give her hanging room. Then I bought some tongue and groove cladding and boxed it all in.
We had a good old laugh when we realised that I'd gone a bit wonky with fitting the back panels, but it didn't matter. This was a unit made by me, Moomin and the son (he sawed up the panels when my back gave out). This was all done while BF fitted the new shower in our little shower room. I think we made more noise and managed a bit more swearing than him, but got there in the end.
I also managed to make a banana and walnut loaf
and a leek and walnut pastry tart (like a quiche, but not).
We have a tonne of walnuts to finish sorting and I've started writing a tentative beginning to a book, of sorts. I don't know if it will be a recipe book, a book about living in France or just a book about nuts! I have plenty of walnut recipes to work through, that's for sure and plenty of nuts to back me up. Wait til I start on the chestnuts!!!

Monday, 25 September 2017

It's all going nuts!

I've been looking at ways of preserving our walnut harvest which seems to be getting a bit out of hand. Yesterday I thought we had a good haul, but after the heavy winds of last night, the crop had easily quadrupled! There's no real way of knowing how many nuts are on a tree as most are concealed by the leaves. I really wasn't expecting to have this many though. I've ordered a vacuum pack machine and had decided to shell and pack the nuts and store them in the freezer as this avoids any risk of bacteria. It seems that if you look up preserving food of any kind, the US posts the most informative methods, including all the dangers and scientific proof to validate their concerns. We could die from botulism at any given day! However, it's good to err on the side of caution, so my solution is to do my homework and take all the information on board!
A basketful of nuts, once shelled, gave us a small bowl of flesh. It didn't matter as it was enough to experiment with. The shelled nuts were put on a roasting tray and baked for 10 minutes. Half of the tray were left to cool for lunch tomorrow, in a salad and the other half were made into a sort of granola/flapjack thing.
I heated a half cup of sugar until it became liquid. Stirred in a slice of butter and then stirred in the walnuts and a half teaspoon of cinnamon and a half cup of oats.
It all quickly cooled and set into little clumps of toffe nuts and oats. It was so hard not to eat the lot straight away, so I quickly put it all into a pot for tomorrow mornings breakfast or snacks.  The nuts have to be processed in some way as they wont keep for longer than three weeks, roughly, without going mouldy. The nuts we buy in shops have all been processed to given them a long shelf life, whereas these nuts are full of moisture and not at all like the ones we expect to eat at Christmas!

This was the moment when Manchee got out of the house and ran to help Moomin with the nut collecting. He's been cooped up a lot this week, recovering from his latest health problem. It was an unfortunate event arising from two households merging. Some animals just aren't meant to get along together and in this case, Manchee was the loser! Again!!!
Finn showed that he's more than able to deal with silly ponies running around. As soon as they see me, they all expect to be fed! They simply can't understand that I would want to collect nuts instead of getting their dinner! What craziness is this? they ask???
Finn and Cotton love playing on the wall in front of the house. I first saw this wall on the Estate Agents website. How was I to know then that my very own precious cats would find it such a lovely place to play. They've settled in perfectly and it makes my heart glad :D

Sunday, 24 September 2017


I took a lovely fleece and made it bad! The cats look far from impressed! 'We're not eating that!' they wailed!!!
It looked less disgusting when it had dried, but thank goodness I only used a small amount of wool. I thought it was and old shetland fleece, but realised after combing it that it was the Polwarth! I'm going to over-dye it, probably with turmeric, as that's a good strong colour.
You can see the two fibres here. The right side is without dye and the left with.
Here are the two colours side by side. It's not what I was hoping for at all! I've come to the conclusion that if I want bright, vibrant greens, then I should probably collect the plants in Spring, when they're full of bright green sap. I expect that the only colours I can achieve now are the browns and reds of Autumn. I guess it makes sense that I have to look to the colours around me and dye accordingly and go with the seasons. This is a lovely lesson, in many ways, as I've come here to live with the landscape and the plants have told me clearly how I need to approach this new hobby of mine.

I have a big pot of walnut husks bubbling away in the Cave. They're just fermenting in their juices at the moment. When I want to boil them up for the colour, I'll have a fire at the back of the field. The smell from the last pot has only just left the house!!!

We had a lovely time yesterday with our French neighbours and they were extremely hospitable. They commented that my French was passable and helpfully corrected some of my silly mistakes, mainly, calling everything 'he'. There was so much laughter despite our differences and limited communication. I'm looking forward to our next gathering and have found a renewed energy for learning the language :D

In a few days time, I'll be meeting the farmer who will supply us with hay. Again, he speaks no English, so I'm learning all about feeds and forages. You can't find any of that in a phrasebook!